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meeting the fetch
01:12
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let this be a note to myself
the next me turn into somebody else
hear this in a couple of years or days
not sure what the hell i was tryna say
used to think I was supposed to be true to me
strip down and leav my mask on the floor
i swapped my face out for a flatter one
chalk white n all the feeling gone
does it ever stop itchin
does the scratchin ever help
trust we’ll find ourselves in symbols
trust we find truths in our myths
there it goes] a sweetand sudden kiss of vertigo
the south wall might as well be the floor
hand out stretched but i don’t aim to break the fall
just reachin o—o-u—ttth
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3. |
turned inward
00:43
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4. |
lesgo
01:53
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5. |
lost in translation
02:41
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im trynaxplain to U what’s wrong with me
but i can’t speak
sometimes i think that i’m a prodigy
sometimes it’s clear i’m just cre-e-e-ep
I was only trying to give just a little
but i gave you vomit and spittle
choked up caught in the middle
lost in translation
i’m tryna find a way to let it out
but its already free
on a scale tell me how fucked up are you
1 being fine 10 being god i can’t breath… no really i promse its fine
I was only tryna to give a little space
all i did was end up losing my place
I just need someone to read my face
when i’m lost in translation
I was only trying to give just a little
but i gave you vomit and spittle
choked up caught in the middle
lost in translation
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6. |
call me
04:30
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by the time you get enough distance to see the difference tween this and that
memory will save u the pain and hide all the good the shit so you don’t get hurt
Can’t help but take the blame for the scratches on your arms
But that’s just need and want for proximity
Tried to stare into the sun
But it ended up lookin right thru us
Finally gave up lookin for the scale the judge the sword because it’s just us
no right no fairness just hostilitie in a lonesome plain
crashing thru my mind
will it ever cease??
sexie isolation
brings me to a peak
(like i sayed)
don’t talk - nerves shot - stars drop - can’t walk and your hips mock
maybe there
and I won’t talk cuz ur just being an asshole to me
but i don’t care, you’re scared and I share that feel in sympathy
crashing thru my mind
will it ever cease??
sexii isolation
brings me to a peak
call me if you wanted know how I really feel
i’m split tween trapping us forever
or tryin to float away
crashing thru my mind
will it ever cease??
call me if you wanted know howi think of you
i’m split tween trapping us forever
or tryin to float away
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7. |
true dark
01:16
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8. |
apologie
03:32
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tryin to live the 'what if i dids'
tryin to be an apologie
to tell you i'm sorry
so leave
the losers and the cheaters
the abused and the beaters
the caressed and the violated
the hungry and the sated
the losers and the cheaters
the lost and the leaders
the caressed and the violated
the destined and the fated
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9. |
my name is enemy
03:08
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window carry me
home again home at last
small words in my ear
i’m backed up you’re blocked out
is it like does it feel did you try are you well
there’s only static here
my body feels too near
from sea to boiling sea
there’s something here with me
my name is Enemie
come in relax take your shoes off
nobody stole you here
you’ve made this mess now lay inside it
winter carry me
dreams of snow dreams of past
open hearts will ask
no questions no questions
didya know thatya don’t gotta be an apology
there’s nothing lost to mourn
take off your crown of thorns
it’s no crime to be born
this cup runneth over
my name is Enemy
we share a face but you call me master
nobody stole you here
all that you crave is for the taking
My name is destiny
You call me fate but it's simply hunger
Nobody stole you here
All that you crave is for the taking
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10. |
edgin
03:50
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i don’t know what i’m gonna do my
heads on fire
lemme just ()getta couple drops of you but don’t put me out
I don’t if i oughta call you
slave or master
but i know ()I can feel your tongue in my ear whispering "pick up the pace”
Lead me to the edge and blow me off
catch me before i
fall, drag my ass
to the top
lead me to the edge and lemme hop
i know you want me
beggin inor out shallow deep
let me hang () hang or drop please
your body wet cuz it’s sending me an
invitation
but u got () hand around my neck so i know to keep my shit in check
please girl let me cum
up for air
never knew ()anybody’s grip could make it feel so good to drown
Lead me to the edge and push me off
catch me before i
fall, drag my ass
back to the top
take me to the edge lemme give ya every drop ay
U can make me say your name
_ pull my hair
__make me bleed-bite my lip
___bitch i’ll never say please
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11. |
stick around
01:42
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you're touchin me in all the ways your words can't
your tongue is telling me all the things you aint saying
pulling me in quicker than you push away
take your time coming around
when we first me i saw there was something between
the way you spoke and how you were looking at me
i don't like to play this game usually bu
something's telling me i should stick around
i 'm not asking you for exposure
i really get off on disclosure
in the interest of my composure
i just don't care much for beating around
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12. |
unnatural thing
02:38
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how can I put it plainly?
I only reach for unnatural thing
when all the reasons evade me
i only turn to the sun above
this kinda beauty makes us curious.
being with U keeps me steady on the question.
I forgot a kiss could be
more than just tradin saliva.
if this is all it’s gonna be guess i'll love and move on.
pass through U like a prism;
a prayer of thanks for every color in me
I know a gift when I meet one
they never come beholden to my name.
feel your hand on the back of my neck
steady focus on the questions
the wind U breathe into me
makes the leaves chatter on my branches
I forgot a kiss could be
manna that feeds me in the desert
god gives us just enough time
to look around and love and move on
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13. |
led astray
01:39
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14. |
faegames
02:28
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When your eyes betray U
And your hands loose their grip
Heart beat lost and stutter
Only fae games
Only fae games
When the path turns inward
And the trees lead you astray
True dark will lift up a mirror
Only faegames
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15. |
flowers
02:49
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life
breath
sound
hang on: soon
no moon, new
you want to see
change
this is it
i believe that you're the one for me
because I can finally stand u pon my own two feet
i aint that i'm scared that i'm alone
i'm just scared that maybe all along
there could never be only one for me
I think maybe you're the one
i think you could be the one for me
cuz i'm not tryna see anything else in me
i aint scared that i'm alone
i'm just scared that maybe all along
there could never be only one for me
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16. |
i was never not running
04:16
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every season, all these reasons
eventually they come around
and sound the same
write a story, to support me
caulk and spackle all the (plot) holes
in my story line
i was never not running
and so i shall remain
as a favor, save me the labor
humor me and change the Mes
and Is to you
just admit it, only did it
to have a whence that you could run
and a where to go
i was never not running
and so i shall remain
retrace your steps ask yourself
how did you end up here
do u recall where u were before
who are these people
do you even really know?
are your teeth in your head
how many fingers on your hands
u said your uncle got killed
the fuck is on couch smoking rillos
something is missing here
who is this woman in your bed
somehow i still aint seen her face
clock says 80 past 4
how did you end here
where were u on the thursday before
look at this mirror
ever wonder why your face doesn’t show
i was never not running
and so i shall remain
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17. |
(the path)
13:37
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